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너의 모든 것을 알았다고 생각했어
그러나 새로운 장이 시작하며
몰랐던 내용들이 펼쳐지고 있어
많은 것들을 알게 되며
더 큰 놀라움을 주고 있어
꿈속에서 함께 있었지
반갑기도 하고 뜻밖이라
마치 현실과도 같아
꿈이라는 것을 알 수가 없었어
중요한 것은
우리의 이야기와
우리의 웃음이
계속 된다는 것
멀리 있지만
멀리 있는 느낌이 아니야
거리는 중요하지 않지
지금 무척 편안해

잠들기 전에

길고 길었던 날이 지나
드디어 잠들어 쉴 수 있지만
눈을 감고 잠들기 전에
한번 더 너를 생각해
너를 생각하며 꿈을 꾸고
잠들기 전 꿈을 꾸고
여러가지를 기억하고
여러가지를 떠올려
내가 꿈나라로 가기 전
마지막으로 생각하는 사람이 너임을
언젠가 너도 날 꿈꾸기를
내가 너를 꿈 꾸어 왔듯이
그 때까지 그 순간까지
지금은 잘 자

Songs of the week

  1. Bring me the night by Sam Tsui

Measuring days in the spaces between our goodbyes
Learning to wait through the endless parade
Of our same old see-you-next-time’s
But when I close my eyes the miles melt away
Like you’re here in my arms at the end of the day

So bring me the night, send out the stars
‘Cause when I’m dreaming we don’t seem so far
Darken the sky and light up the moon
So that somehow you’ll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you
You

Swear I don’t know if the days are as slow as they seem
Wondering when you’ll be with me again and this
Finally can be more than just a dream
But when I close my eyes I want only to stay
Where the farthest you are is a heartbeat away

So bring me the night, send out the stars
‘Cause when I’m dreaming we don’t seem so far
Darken the sky and light up the moon
So that somehow you’ll be here with me soon
Bring me the night
Bring me the night
That brings me to you

And it’s enough knowing you…
(I know that you’re) are calling to me
While you’re dreaming beneath the same moon
All it takes is imagining you
So that I can get through
One more long and lonely day

So bring me the night, tell me it’s near
Give me the chance to pretend that you’re here
Darken the sky and light up the moon
Please bring it soon, bring it soon

So bring me the night, send out the stars
‘Cause when I’m dreaming we don’t seem so far (we don’t seem so far)
Darken the sky and light up the moon
So that somehow you’ll be here with me soon
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night,
Bring me the night
That brings me to you

 

2. Need you now by Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone ’cause I can’t fight it anymore.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I’ve lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I’ve lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Oh, whoa
Guess I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh, baby, I need you now.

 

 

3. Officially Missing  You by Jayesslee (Cover by Tamia)

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today
I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
Well, I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of youIt’s official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
4. Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

Will you count me in?

I’ve been awake for a while now
You’ve got me feelin’ like a child now
‘Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: “Under covers staying safe and warm”]
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
now just take your time
Wherever you go

But what am I gonna say:
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while
Now just take your time
Wherever you go

Dada dumdudum dumdadadadadum
Ohbodododododododum mmm mmm

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
‘Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I’m comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
‘Cause you make me smile,
Baby, just take your time
Now holdin’ me tight

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go

Wherever you go
I always know
‘Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

Inspiration

You inspire me in every way you can

Those acts of kindness, words of wisdom

You enlighten me in every possible way

Just feeling your presence gives me hope

Though we are miles apart, you make it felt

 

The thought of you being there for me

Warms my sleeping and senseless heart

It energizes my lonely and insensible soul

For in every act you do, it makes me smile

A smile and feeling that is surely priceless

It’s official

I want to talk to you everyday just like before

Freely talking about anything under the sun

I want to talk to you everyday just like before

For it gives me both joy and happiness

I want to talk to you everyday just like before

Because in you I have found my other self

I want to talk to you everyday just like before

Coz it gives me unexpected smile on my lips

I want to talk to you everyday just like before

Giving me new hope and inspiration


I want to talk to you everyday just like before

Without no reason just maintaining the communication

Today, it’s official…

Officially that I am missing our long walks, endless conversation and everyday talking.

LV withdrawals

I am having different kinds of withdrawals

For a person who has been in Las Vegas

Not about the casinos and fun parties

But it was the hotel hopping and biz

Enjoying remarkable structures and edifice

Making sure nothing in The Strip is missed

 

Great chance to have met someone who’s a fellow

Same interest such as Cirque du Soleil “O” show

Avid fan of Korean cuisine and spicy food

Though unlucky to find but still in good mood

Alternatively looked for an Asian place

Thus decided to have Thai noodles in that case

 

Taking some time to know and discover

Surprisingly sharing thoughts on whatever

Not just that but don’t forget about the late-night bite

Cafe Bellagio’s banana split, cheesecake, and strawberry shake that’s not light

Deeply connecting the tips of wit and fingertips

Finding its way on its own in just a glimpse

 

I am in awe as how conversations effortlessly flow

With the same passions we discover and know

Time is still not enough so it was forced to be frozen

Walking in the slowest motion not like a normal citizen

So many stops because it wasn’t about reaching the destination

But it is all about the momentum of time’s prolongation

Lullaby

I will play the sound of your music

While enjoying its graceful melody

 

Familiarizing myself into its notes and blending

Slowly jiving to the beat and rhythm

 

Carefully listening to its sentimental lyrics

Trying to mimic the triumphant harmony

 

A chant that is soothing, relaxing and invigorating

Giving me a serene and tranquil sleep

 

Musical composition that is quite unique

Playing loud enough despite its volume so low

 

This sweet mellow song playing oh so nice

With soft, warm, pleasant resonant sound

 

Echoing the gentleness of your heart

Whispering the earnestness of your soul

Healed

Words are just mere words for most people

But for me it is not that just simple

I value how every word is spoken

The same way how every letter is written

As it is filled with sincerest thoughts and emotions

Coupled with genuine movements and actions

 

After all the discussion and enunciation

Wouldn’t expect to have a consolation

A proof that words are not just words

For it heals one’s soul and gives accords

How a simple poetic response can give solace

In this troubled moment and place

 

Oh how good it is to feel

No more worries and ill

I can now breathe well and smile

Feeling alright for this short while

For my heart is now at peace

The simple thing I hope at least